After Rain there Will Be Sunshine

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooo, I made it!
As I promised, I proudly tell you that after storm and rain, sunshine and sunset, the rainbow appears in night!! wow, seems impossible right?
but it really did, haha I’m so happy.
Happy to had such a day tonight. It was so sweet to see the true colors shining through. Shiny, pure and splendid. And in my heart, I don’t feel stuck anymore. I am relieved from my feelings.
My heart is beating strongly. It never felt this strong before, like nothing can stop it now. I strongly believe in myself that nothing is impossible.

After a long day on the set I was tired. Together with the Wu Dao Dragon David, actor Michael, Marsipulami and singer Denny Christian we had a lot of fun.
We had a role as the Chinese businessmen for a comic TV series ‘Toren C’. We were shooting on the rooftop of a commercial building. The location was just like the same as in the famous infernal affairs rooftop scenes. We where so-called escorted with a helicopter to the rooftop and there we suppose to have a performance of Danny Christian. It was windy but the sun was shining so that compromises. There were commercial buildings around our office and you can clearly see those employees looking out the window curiously for quite a while haha, that was fun to see.
After the wrap we took the train and went home. Without a notice David and I felt asleep leaning with my head on the window. An old lady took a picture from us, but I was too tired too ask why. Maybe because of our stylish haircut by the makeup artist. Then I remember someone woke me up with a phone call for some diamonds business.. While we were still sleepy we arrived at Utrecht station. I was so tired that I took the wrong train back home. I went all the way to Amersfoort and ya . .

Actually I was not really in the mood to meet her tonight, I was afraid that we will have another argue which annoys me so much, but after a shower I was fresh and energized. Ready to go and it ended up as a very special day to me.

What a wonderful moment, I can hardly describe it. The day I have been waiting for..
I have no words for it. You have to see my face XD gosh,.,. this is amazing. The best expression is coming from inside out, now THAT is what’s happening, I can’t stop smiling, a smile that comes from inside out. Soo lovely ^^
I am so happy that I can kiss every bypassing girl. I want to tell and show everyone my happiness! That’s why I yelled out right away in the restaurant, stopped by the girl next to me. Cuz I was at the point to run through the restaurant and climb over the counter and kiss the chef! No i’m just kidding =P
I have always said to myself, one day, this package, a box full of sticky notes messages will be delivered to the right addressee. Like a plaster on the wound. Love and care is magic. You know, lots of people give up at an early stage. There were also friends who didn’t believed this would be fine one day, but now I can tell them, we have settled this and it feels even better and stronger than before. You know, my spirit will fight till the end. Because I believe!

At this moment, life can not be better. I feel so lucky. You know, being sad, angry, frustrated or whatever you want to call it, asks a lot of negative effort. Life should be energized, by positiveness. Now I was stuck at a moment, I was disappointed in her and at the same time don’t want to hurt her, because I was afraid to loose her as a girl friend. I have written down my feelings, I have expressed my feelings through music, shared my thoughts with friends. You know, I prefer to talk with friends whom are elder than myself to bring up some wise and new perspectives. but nothing is better than to look into her eyes and say what I felt. I’ve tried many times to settle this but it was not easy, and I think most important is not to give up.

Because of this happening, I realizes how important communication is and delivering the right message. I also feel that she somehow give me positive energy which I cherish.
After all this, I now even more appreciate friendship and every relationship.

It was a difficult time we had, it always ends up with at least some argues. We both struggled. I know you want the best for me and I had the same for you too, We both had the same good intention, but somehow it wasn’t that what we expected to be. I thank you deeply for sharing my view. As I knew the road ahead was not easy, I am not afraid in the dark, cause I know there are stars to guide us to the right direction.
GOD has already planned that day, you just need to believe in it. You see, it just happened! Remember my words, I’ll be there if you should need me. You don’t have to worry.

By the way, I would like to thank Helen for her time with me sharing thoughts, she is so nice. I tell you what, now I have been to Vapiano for 2 times now, both dinners are treat by a girl. You see how lucky I should be?

I now appreciate the moments we had, they are just So Sweet,.,.
I want to be the best Alex Cheung on this planet and right now I am the luckiest Alex Cheung.

The year of the Rabbit started for me quite well, everything starts to run.
I believe this year, would be another great year with lots of opportunities and experiences.
I am looking for new challenges!
I dare to say that everything what you have seen by now is just a foretaste.
The real thing is going to start soon, so please be prepared =)
We’re going to live life to the ultimate!

God from the heavens, Thanks for watching my back.

Tears from heaven

I feel so damn lucky having friends to share the joy with me. Able to express myself and inspire people, being creative as I love to be. I am proud of the things I do, lots of people even don’t have the chance for, eating what a like to eat, saying what I am thinking, living in a house while millions of people are homeless, learning many things as thousands and thousands of children can’t even afford a pencil. We are so damn lucky that we don’t have to think about how to survive tomorrow, but stupidly worrying which hamburger we order for dinner. I am glad to be here in the world. When you realize this, you will get out more of your life and start to care about others and this beautiful world. How would you pass on this planet?

It is important to realize how important communication is. Getting your message over rightly. If you feel happy, show it, if not, tell them. Talk, as we have a mouth to speak, listen as we have ears to listen carefully. And if you share your thoughts or story today! Your life may be different tomorrow!

I am really thankful to the people who are supporting me, and my parents who are standing behind me. They are really lovely.

Apart of all the happiness, I am willing to start with sharing a bit of my inner feeling this moment.

I have selected this song, which I find very nice and touching. It has nothing to do with the lyrics as I don’t know what it is about. I think I’ll try to play this song on piano later this month, it must be beautiful.

Yes, I feel so sad,. :'(
This needle in my heart need to be pulled out. It has deeply infected me. I thought I can handle it. but when time goes by, it is only getting deeper and deeper. I tried to forget the needle and the pain since it is not listening to me. When time goes by the wound became a scar with the needle still somewhere deep inside my heart.
Time by time, It hurts me so much. I can’t let it go, because the needle is my friend, and my heart has feelings. My actions are strong, but my feelings are sensitive yet fragile.
Every time I try to pull it out, it fights back, it is ignoring me. Every moment I think of it, I can feel the pain that I stand through.
I was asking myself, do you believe that one day this would be relieved? I answered in my mind; All I know is that I believe in myself. Like the sun will rise tomorrow, I will keep on fighting. That motivates me not to give up, the needle that once was in hands of my dear friend. I push myself each time to go bravely with hope and positiveness, till now, I left with tears in my eyes.

But I promise when one day this knot is finally unraveled, I will share my happiness with you right here in my blog.

Thanks for reading my little tear dropping story ..

Lunaire Perigeum

For the past thousands of years people were often looking to the sky for answers. There is so much that Astrology could tell us. Hidden information for only those who can read. Nowadays, it is hardly to see the sky clearly at night due to the modernization of our civilization. We are living our busy life, sitting behind the television and checking e-mail with you laptop. Being surround by all those electronic devices, we are not able to see the beautiful heaven which is just a movement away, just lift your head up and enjoy for a moment how amazing our existence really is.

The planet Earth looks like a blue marble seen from the outer space. Now, imagine life a few thousands years ago without computers and electric light bulbs. It would be so pure, clean and natural. The land so dark that you would walk up to a dune and see how beautiful the sky is with the moon and all the blinking stars.

It is now, that the moon is just 356.577 km away from planet Earth, I got a beautiful sight at the balcony.

Can you see it?

Shot by a friend of mine:

Turning Point

Some of you may wonder why I was so happy on Facebook. I’ll tell you what . .

It’s not because we’ve been asked for a Martial Arts film scene with wiring stunts, nor the other TV job where we as the Wu Dao Dragons also have a fight scene. No, I’m just so happy that both the Martial Arts scene and another BNN TV job has been delayed that it fits better in my schedule, now I can attend to both! which I couldn’t because of leaving Holland. It was so pity, because I don’t like to miss chances!

So, to be delayed could be also good news! 😀

Enjoy Life, Keep it Simple.

4 March, 2011 – I would like to share this day with you, because I really enjoyed this day and it can be linked to the subject of this blog.

I went to school in the early morning to prepare my internship and stay abroad. As I have only taken a banana and some cornflakes I was hungry. There was a lot of people in neat clothing at the canteen, seems like a business event. I saw some nice bread rolls and snacks on the tables, so I took some of it and filled my stomach.

In the afternoon I went to a casting for a TV game show with some friends. I had to rush for the bus, it’s been a long time that I have to sprint for the bus since I have my own car, it felt good to have some action once in a while like in the movie scenes, crossing the streets, passing by those bicycles though and I made it just before the door closed.

When I arrived at the train station I waited in a passport photo machine reading today’s newspaper.

Then I got busted by my mate David & Christien and we were ready to go to Amsterdam for the casting.

When we stepped in the train there were seats with luggage and at the other side a man with her partner sitting, I asked him if the bag is his and he said: yes. and stared at me for a second without saying anything. Then I asked if he could move away the bag so that I can sit there with my friends and he was looking a bit angry and his partner took away the bag. Very strange, if you want you can buy 2 train tickets right.

During the trip I was reading my newspaper and David like always playing with his Iphone, Christien was having her snack, wrap with garlic and she ate it so slowly that, an hour later she was still biting on her wrap.. I was like finish it quick please, the strong garlic smell was terrible haha.

When waiting at the casting bureau, there was a guy he stared down at Christien, and we were kidding in the Chinese language, like he has a crush on you, or maybe he’s gay and then he turned looking at me. After a while he sat down and it seems he understand a bit Chinese! We were all laughing. Actually I don’t want to talk about the casting, because it was crazy for what we did. If you really wanna know, just ask me and maybe I’ll tell you!

After the audition we walked down the streets of Amsterdam and while Christien was yelling for the Bubble tea which you can get in Chinatown, we went in the next Burger King to have a bite. I had a very pleasant talk while eating my meal. I ordered another meal and asked Chocolate milk instead of Cola. But that was not included in the choice. The lady was from Hungary and said to me: Don’t tell anyone about it! and she gave me the Chocolate milk I wanted so much 😀

This is probably the most funny action today, Monkey business. At the Dam, with lots of tourists, and there was a camera crew interviewing people and christien  and I waved and pointed at Christien, then we were interviewed by the reporter and he thought we were foreigners and spoke in English and I was answering back in English for the fun. After a talk Christien suddenly replied in Dutch and he got phranked!!! hahahahaa  Man! he was astonished, he was speechless and then suddenly jumped in the air haha

After this we thought it could only be funnier and Christien wants to get rid of the 1 cent coin and I wanted to take a picture with the figures at the Dam square. Then she came up with the idea to take a picture for 1 cent, she believed the guy in the monkey suit wouldn’t see what she put in the box . . and so I was like you do it I’ll take the picture. So we went to the Gorilla with the stick and I was ready with the camera and when she bent over to put the coin in the box she was flabbergasted and ashamed, because there were only a few coins of 2 euros in the box. Her body and mind stopped working for a moment and it was a really funny situation. Her plan failed and I was pushing her to take the photo. Then I tried to help her out of the situation and took out 30 cents of my pocket and put it in the box. The gorilla was shaking his head clearly not satisfied and pointed his finger asking for 1 euro. But I didn’t had any coins anymore and I looked at David and Christien. You know what Christien said to me, Alex c’mon let’s go! Get back the 30 cents because you have not taken the picture right. You should get it back. Then I was in the same embarrassing situation Christien was before, I thought for a moment and I looked at the ape very attractively blinking with my eyes and he said okay let’s do it quick and we could take the picture for just 30 cents haha, see!

We laughed so much afterward 😀

While on our way to Chinatown for the Bubble tea, we suddenly end up in the middle of the Red light district. They say that girls are not good at directions. Now I see why =P

And finally after a lot of walking we arrived in Chinatown. David ordered some roasted meat rice meal to take away, while waiting there was a newspaper on the table, with a very nice model posing. I pointed to the picture and asked Christien if she’s find it nice, but when I turned my head it was a man who’s standing next to me looking. Then Christien can’t stop laughing while I’m trying to hold my laugh at this inappropriate situation.

At the Bubble Tea restaurant, we met a girl, actually the waitress, we had some chitchat and guess what, Christien then asked the manager if she could join our table hahaha  (can you imagine that) xD

This is the Victoria hotel where we played the grand piano..

Really amazing how people like Christien learn to play the piano via Youtube, it is just incredible. Of course if you want to play it good, I will recommend you to study at the local music school or find a private teacher to learn the basic skills before continuing.

Life could be very simple, or made very complicated. Forgetting the difficult things in life by having a relaxing moment can really energize you to taste more of the life itself.

The key to enjoying a simple pleasure is to fully appreciate what you are getting out of it. You are not wasting time; you are allowing your active brain some time off from the daily routine. Allow yourself to relax, soak up the fortunate feeling of being free to enjoy something so simple. Let your mind think of nothing but the simple pleasure that you are doing.

I fully believe learning new things and pushing ourselves beyond our boundaries can make us feel happy and lively, it allows us to experience many things we otherwise would not, (and I totally think we need this entrepreneurial spark to enhance fulfillment) we must always enjoy life and have fun in the process.

I think it’s incredibly important to tell your friends and family you love them too. Life is not guaranteed from one moment to the next…

Always remember to have fun and enjoy!

There is a lot to learn every single day and always will be. Just take on what you can handle. Remember to take a break to smell the roses. Reach out to others for support and be there for them too. Love lots, laugh… and laugh often.

I took this picture while typing this blog for 2 hours at my French balcony, I enjoyed the sun with a glass of icetea.

Did you enjoyed of something that you’d like to share with the rest of us? I’d love to hear your thoughts below!

Thanks for the messages!

Thanks everyone for the lovely congratulations 😀

My Facebook account was also flooded by messages. So sometimes the ‘like’ button could be very useful.. Although, even that was a good finger exercise haha

I am really happy and thankful for the past 24 years and will be continuing sharing my passion and love in life. Improving & developing myself as a person and contributing to this world. Looking forward to a successful career in the near future with the wonderful memories in the back of my head.

Love my family, my friends and each one of you are just another blinking star in this wondrous galaxy! Close or far away, we all try to make tomorrow a beautiful day =)

I had a wonderful sunny birthday ^^

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